Lack of motivation.
I haven’t felt
motivated to write, do or feel anything in such a long time. Well for the last
couple of months.
It’s been two
years, and it’s been such a crazy two years. Crazy, weird, hectic, fun,
amazing, emotional and hard but worth every single minute of it.
I have had a
hard time adjusting to 2014, I haven’t been working very much at all. I work
for my sister and she is away in Los Angeles right now so there hasn’t been a
daily routine of getting up and going to work like there was last year. I spent
seven of 2013’s twelve’s months on tour.
Now I’ve been at home for three months straight and I don’t get to wake
up in a different town any more, or with a bus load of people who are amazing,
funny and ridiculously talented.
It’s hard.